I still think about the friend I blocked

@Childnomore she an extreme version of me, for example sometimes I do drugs, her bloodstream is pure crack.
The more we hang out the more I get dragged into her life and it scares me.

@TheBatQueen Awww that is so sad some people party so hard it stops being a party

@Childnomore there a whole lot more, she sleeps with people for money Which it's fine.

But one time she was supposed to have a gangbang with 8 people each paid 200 dollars, but they decided to gang rape her instead and they were pretty physical with her.

She was paid in full but that's definitely not what she signed up for.

And the completely messed up part, she is very casual about it her reaction was "it caught me off guard, I was bruised and sore for a while but these things happens sometimes ya know" and that's it, she is used to it.

That scares me, I don't want to be like that I don't want to get used to being abused and raped.

@TheBatQueen OMH so scary

@Childnomore she wasn't dragging me intentionally but by hanging with her I am slowly getting more and more involved with her world and lifestyle.

I don't want that

@TheBatQueen I never want 2 tell anybody how 2 act but u have 2 b true 2 ur self I think

@Childnomore true