A comforting thought for me is that ...

... by becoming for the long term responsible with my income, I can in the future budget in what would be necessary to enjoy the gifts the medium of the audio/visual construct has to offer, and all those fun things called tv shows, to set apart a month per series i'd want to complete, there's several, a number really, maybe even triple digits, and with a binge pattern based on for the most part freed up schedule, the ability to fit something in on the monthly budget becomes feasible, but only if I succeed in the current time period that I can get through with how things are currently. Only if, which is the name of a catchy and dreamy Enya song, and I think this last note here is leading me to an Intermission period of music that may have English lyrics in them!!