I don’t know I’m torn

I think I’m so turned off with the thought of dating right now I feel like If I find someone I do but it isn’t a priority. It’s so exhausting starting over with someone new being like “ so what do u do for fun “ “what’s ur favorite food “ like I’ve been through this before … like let’s get to know each other a different way . I just don’t have the energy to start over right now and for what ? For it to work for a little then it just end then having to heal from it I’m good . But at the same time I wanna be loved and cuddled ..the thought of meeting someone sounds exciting but I don’t wanna waste all my energy onto someone who will leave my life fast