I don’t want Alex box to force himself to like me I thought he liked me to which is why I waited i thought he wanted me to wait for a year until he

Rejected me three times but I thought he liked me to it’s mixed signals i destroyed my relationship with Elliott I don’t know what to do

He even agreed to meet up
At the park near my previous house, for a barbecue, but then. They all said they can’t be he’s my nurse and have to wait a year to meet up again

He wasn’t just flirting with me