Observing and stuff
I know why the "news" is so "important" to me dads, it's because of his understanding of what is called "the end times". Good literature, he wouldn't know it if it slapped him across the face.
It's just the way things are, i'm not meaning to complain, what i mean to do is wonder at how things are, like a child seeing a zebra for the first time, that should be how i observe the familial terrain.
There's parts of adulthood i just can't deal with though, so i should factor that in, how much would i be singing the praises of literature if i had a shitload of taxing tiring annoying stuff to deal with?
The only annoying thing for me is that good things aren't seen as good, worthless stuff are. What the January 6 trial thing is up to now, we're not even Americans but it's all they seem to be watching most of the time, or talent shows, sports, true crime and drama shows. Sometimes a sitcom, there's one with classical music for the credits, it's funny that some of those things go against their belief systems, but it's ok, whereas for books, nothing like that could ever be condoned.
I look at that Jonny Keen guy, and i know that not all believers are like that. Jonny though can't abide by Halloween though, there's a loophole always.
Imagine what it was like for Nietzsche before he left home, how he must have felt. In his 1886 Preface to Human, All Too Human he expressed his relief that he didn't stay home, which is what i've done with things, i have no right to complain, i just observe and wonder is all. I see and love irony, irony is like a rich tasty wine that is so sweet it can hurt your teeth.
I want to access that deeper state of awareness where awake i can do things i do when asleep. I want to effortlessly do and accomplish things, i want to be a waterfall of irrationality, and be a word wino. I want to always provide a guffaw, if it's just mom who gets it, that's good enough, while dad, the absolute opposite of what i aspire to, can have his fill with worrisome trifles, and saving souls, and losing car regristrations, and keys, and feeling like he can't walk from point a to b. When you are weak, then he is strong i always say. Even bible and hymn verses don't sink in when my vocal chords utter them, why? Because i am NOT one of them, and the ring of my voice tells this, and the more i use their sources, the less veracity they have.
It's just the way things are, i'm not meaning to complain, what i mean to do is wonder at how things are, like a child seeing a zebra for the first time, that should be how i observe the familial terrain.
There's parts of adulthood i just can't deal with though, so i should factor that in, how much would i be singing the praises of literature if i had a shitload of taxing tiring annoying stuff to deal with?
The only annoying thing for me is that good things aren't seen as good, worthless stuff are. What the January 6 trial thing is up to now, we're not even Americans but it's all they seem to be watching most of the time, or talent shows, sports, true crime and drama shows. Sometimes a sitcom, there's one with classical music for the credits, it's funny that some of those things go against their belief systems, but it's ok, whereas for books, nothing like that could ever be condoned.
I look at that Jonny Keen guy, and i know that not all believers are like that. Jonny though can't abide by Halloween though, there's a loophole always.
Imagine what it was like for Nietzsche before he left home, how he must have felt. In his 1886 Preface to Human, All Too Human he expressed his relief that he didn't stay home, which is what i've done with things, i have no right to complain, i just observe and wonder is all. I see and love irony, irony is like a rich tasty wine that is so sweet it can hurt your teeth.
I want to access that deeper state of awareness where awake i can do things i do when asleep. I want to effortlessly do and accomplish things, i want to be a waterfall of irrationality, and be a word wino. I want to always provide a guffaw, if it's just mom who gets it, that's good enough, while dad, the absolute opposite of what i aspire to, can have his fill with worrisome trifles, and saving souls, and losing car regristrations, and keys, and feeling like he can't walk from point a to b. When you are weak, then he is strong i always say. Even bible and hymn verses don't sink in when my vocal chords utter them, why? Because i am NOT one of them, and the ring of my voice tells this, and the more i use their sources, the less veracity they have.
