I am doing so good at eating like a normal person
So I dealt with anorexia for the past 14 years and have suffered greatly the negative health effects.
BUT today I ate an everything bagel with cream cheese and a stroopwaffle for breakfast
And for lunch, since I was visiting Gettysburg. I got to visit a store of Victorian fashion. I got some accessories and was able to price point the clothing for future purposes. I get it, it’s a historical dress, the one I wanted that fit my waist was $350. It gives me a goal to save for.
Anyway, I drank THREE cosmopolitans at the bar. I also had a double beyond burger with avocado aioli, on a Gluten free bun with waffle fries. The decade of anorexia made it hard for me to now process dairy and gluten, so it being vegan and gluten free made it possible to eat without pain.
I feel proud of myself. I am a decent weight at 5’8” and 116 pounds. So I’m trying to avoid being underweight because that comes with it’s own issues. Mostly mental for me because even now I see myself as L A R G E despite being a size 2.
BUT today I ate an everything bagel with cream cheese and a stroopwaffle for breakfast
And for lunch, since I was visiting Gettysburg. I got to visit a store of Victorian fashion. I got some accessories and was able to price point the clothing for future purposes. I get it, it’s a historical dress, the one I wanted that fit my waist was $350. It gives me a goal to save for.
Anyway, I drank THREE cosmopolitans at the bar. I also had a double beyond burger with avocado aioli, on a Gluten free bun with waffle fries. The decade of anorexia made it hard for me to now process dairy and gluten, so it being vegan and gluten free made it possible to eat without pain.
I feel proud of myself. I am a decent weight at 5’8” and 116 pounds. So I’m trying to avoid being underweight because that comes with it’s own issues. Mostly mental for me because even now I see myself as L A R G E despite being a size 2.
