I can't wait 2 sleep. [I Am Dreamer]

I go thru the whole day, daydreaming of going 2 sleep,just so I can dream. I hate that sometimes I find so much happiness in my dreams. So much pleasure in my dreams. I'm not sure what I wud do if I didn't dream.. I see her in my dreams, and I wish she would return. Is she real? Idk.. simply becuz I'm a dreamer🤷🏿‍♂️😔 She cud just B my deepest desire manifest thru my subconscious.. However, I love how we love. I miss her when I wake, & I wish she would visit me more often...