I reject fun in the common sense
In these waning ending years, there are ways and paths with the mind and attention that i must pay heed to, and these include not what would normally be termed as fun.
To haphazardly say what fun is would be erroneous, for the basic definition of fun being applied there would be a damning thing. Rather what it would be, a better word, would be something like that which pierces. But i'm not executing the message well here.
It is like when one has a life changing experience, and you have to communicate it, but to communicate it has to be worthy, and when something is seen as such a lofty way, one is inscrutably driven to not communicating it, but to point to the things that effected such things, like a aborted person who never graduated the simplest most rudimentary lessons in thinking, a screwed in the head half and half of smatterings of things, a joke and a pathetic dead end voyage with each word typed.
Amor fati though, to glimpse greatness and feel it is more than i deserve, and that too bars me from communicating the essence of what those things are.
Goodnight
To haphazardly say what fun is would be erroneous, for the basic definition of fun being applied there would be a damning thing. Rather what it would be, a better word, would be something like that which pierces. But i'm not executing the message well here.
It is like when one has a life changing experience, and you have to communicate it, but to communicate it has to be worthy, and when something is seen as such a lofty way, one is inscrutably driven to not communicating it, but to point to the things that effected such things, like a aborted person who never graduated the simplest most rudimentary lessons in thinking, a screwed in the head half and half of smatterings of things, a joke and a pathetic dead end voyage with each word typed.
Amor fati though, to glimpse greatness and feel it is more than i deserve, and that too bars me from communicating the essence of what those things are.
Goodnight
SW-User