The 111 idea
I write and share this because to me this is clarity for my path forward, and that excites me, I fully understand that no one cares, tis an overflowing cup speaking though which can in some circumstances shew forth idiosyncracies similar to those with mental conditions, and to be sure, I do have at least one mental condition.
The 111 idea comes to me in 3 manners:
1) There is to be 6 playlists each with 111 videos, the first 2 are under construction, 1 - pop songs, and 2 - relaxing reading stuff
2) A numbered document in 2 variations, 1 - just the titles and names of all the resources including music 6 items per entry. And a more like a diary kind of document.
and 3) for there to be 111 solitary days taking me to the day before Valentine's Day February 13 as the day when I come back here to Similar worlds to share it all in 6 distinct posts in slow motion rapid fire meaning one post per half hour concluding by the end of the 13th of February.
By being so specific I am merely being deliriously disobedient to when it says in the good book not to take any thoughts for the future.
During these 111 days I shall be slowly transforming my place into a kind of place that if a stranger would see it would only be mildly disgusted, that's as high as I could get to in 111 days.
Here are 3 videos I haven't shared publically yet which I have much fondness for
Quiet Dystopia is so good for reading with, I can actually feel all my inner knots (anxiety clusters) relax and disappear with all QD's videos
[media=https://youtu.be/eHvUmwsaXSM]
Percy Grainger, I had this double CD release!! Wonderful orchestral music!! He was like a British Erik Satie, in being an eccentric
[media=https://youtu.be/nHPVpqtfL4Q]
And Scelsi, a composer I had a few CDs of, I had forgotten all about him till a week or so ago, he is like taking the mysticism we love in Arvo Part, John Tavener and Henryk Gorecki, but retaining the exotic air of the avant-garde, the feeling of awe and wonder in the midst of the unknown.
[media=https://youtu.be/cZF1j10nZK8]
See you all in 111 days .........:)
The 111 idea comes to me in 3 manners:
1) There is to be 6 playlists each with 111 videos, the first 2 are under construction, 1 - pop songs, and 2 - relaxing reading stuff
2) A numbered document in 2 variations, 1 - just the titles and names of all the resources including music 6 items per entry. And a more like a diary kind of document.
and 3) for there to be 111 solitary days taking me to the day before Valentine's Day February 13 as the day when I come back here to Similar worlds to share it all in 6 distinct posts in slow motion rapid fire meaning one post per half hour concluding by the end of the 13th of February.
By being so specific I am merely being deliriously disobedient to when it says in the good book not to take any thoughts for the future.
During these 111 days I shall be slowly transforming my place into a kind of place that if a stranger would see it would only be mildly disgusted, that's as high as I could get to in 111 days.
Here are 3 videos I haven't shared publically yet which I have much fondness for
Quiet Dystopia is so good for reading with, I can actually feel all my inner knots (anxiety clusters) relax and disappear with all QD's videos
[media=https://youtu.be/eHvUmwsaXSM]
Percy Grainger, I had this double CD release!! Wonderful orchestral music!! He was like a British Erik Satie, in being an eccentric
[media=https://youtu.be/nHPVpqtfL4Q]
And Scelsi, a composer I had a few CDs of, I had forgotten all about him till a week or so ago, he is like taking the mysticism we love in Arvo Part, John Tavener and Henryk Gorecki, but retaining the exotic air of the avant-garde, the feeling of awe and wonder in the midst of the unknown.
[media=https://youtu.be/cZF1j10nZK8]
See you all in 111 days .........:)
46-50, M
