I'm going to try to start an onlyfans again. I'm serious I'm going to do it.

Listen I got to pay for my future alright. A rainy day fund if you will and I've decided I want some more procedures done and obviously I don't have the money to do that kind of stuff at the moment. I've decided I want my jaw shaved some to give me more of an angular look like a V shaped. I'm kind of close to that but my face is still too round in my opinion. I also want to fix my lips some to make the upper match the lower more. I think I also want some cool sculpting done on my body. Oh yeah and I'm 32 going to be 33 next April so I will need either some kind of facelift or botox or filler to help keep everything looking smooth and tight in the face because this is the age bracket where people start getting fine lines and I will be damned if that's me. Hell it actually was me but I took care of that with botox but you have to keep up on that or else you look like someone's crazy grandpa. I might be turning into my dad actions wise but I do NOT need to look like him too. Hell no I don't want to go down that road. There is nothing cute about aging. That's all I can think of for now but I truly want to be the best version of myself possible. Everyday we leave out our front door and head out into the world we are judged. First impressions matter and sometimes that's the only chance you get to show who you are to others. I don't want my first impression to be yuck or ew or even what a loser. I want people to think wow look at him he's so confident he's practically beaming and wow look at him now he's got it all figured out.