Homelessness

I don't have any family that I can count on. I don't like my dad or older brother I've said the reasons in other posts. I never really had a connection with my older siblings because they all left and got married by the time I was in the second grade. I left my jobs because my coworkers were following me around and when i went to the cops they white sheeted me. And i've been angry and frustrated every day since that. And now I have other people that I don't even know following me around and doing stuff. I just want to get away from everything and be myself again. It feels like people were messing with me and I was running away and it has completely destroyed my life, but they are able to live theirs unhindered by the experience and they are the ones that messed with me, it doesn't make any sense to me. And now I don't trust anyone and i'm completely alone trying to get my life back, but everything takes time and i've already been dealing with this stuff for five or more years. It's going to take a month to even get my drivers license back because a-holes stole my wallet. I hate everyone and I just wish I knew who was doing this and why they think it's funny or that I deserved it.

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Notsimilarreally · 31-35, F

I'm gangstalked too so I'm really interested in what you're experiencing. I PMed you. But I understand the trust issue factor. But I know why I'm stalked and it's pretty bad. My ex set me up and framed me as a rat when he's the rat. It's the guy that Lissa was talking to here. So I understand what you're going through. He only made a profile here to stalk me. He used to blow up on me because I used this website to talk to people. He hated it.

Lostpoet · M

@Notsimilarreally So what people think i'm a rat? For what? I've never ratted on anyone on here. But someone is seriously messing with me stealing all my stuff on a daily and it's annoying and frustrating af and I am going to the cops because of it. I don't deserve to have been through what i've been through. It doesn't even make sense why someone would do these things.

Notsimilarreally · 31-35, F

@Lostpoet no I'm not saying that's what you are. I'm saying that's what happened to me. I didn't eat on anyone but my ex told me he did and then he framed me for it. And so people think that about me. My situation is probably a little more serious than yours because they want to hurt me. It sounds like you're just being messed with but I really don't know you so I don't know. Yeah you probably didn't do anything people are just sick.

Lostpoet · M

@Notsimilarreally I hope they don't touch you and I would have your back anyway I can.

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