updates - - another week's proper spacetime.
So I have managed to earn sometime.
My period helped yesterday as I got feeling so tired that I grounded. I messaged my friend who's returning back tomorrow and asked her if there was any way I could have that flat for a week of this other friends' of hers that are away for vacation - I know, asking about it felt already like crossing some line.
But then, I included in my message of how I understand it's odd and so she can feel free to decline without hesitating. She's very much of an empath and I try to not ask too much of these people.
But then, after that last incident with the man that drew me off and my period and other things, I was weak - I thought I need priorities to have a space to work on that application until its deadline, which is in one week from now - so I thought I need a week in a proper space. Where I can charge my devices easily and I can be rested, in the westerner's way of rest.
Yes there are other ways of being rested, but where I am at , at this moment, it would require from me a week to adjust. And that's not the right week to do so, this is the week to be devoted to finishing this application.
Long story short, I will stay on that flat for a week, my friend said, "I'm sure we can work that out".
And once finished that application, I will go roaming for new terrains - - - camping trips and whatever wants to be coming next.
My period helped yesterday as I got feeling so tired that I grounded. I messaged my friend who's returning back tomorrow and asked her if there was any way I could have that flat for a week of this other friends' of hers that are away for vacation - I know, asking about it felt already like crossing some line.
But then, I included in my message of how I understand it's odd and so she can feel free to decline without hesitating. She's very much of an empath and I try to not ask too much of these people.
But then, after that last incident with the man that drew me off and my period and other things, I was weak - I thought I need priorities to have a space to work on that application until its deadline, which is in one week from now - so I thought I need a week in a proper space. Where I can charge my devices easily and I can be rested, in the westerner's way of rest.
Yes there are other ways of being rested, but where I am at , at this moment, it would require from me a week to adjust. And that's not the right week to do so, this is the week to be devoted to finishing this application.
Long story short, I will stay on that flat for a week, my friend said, "I'm sure we can work that out".
And once finished that application, I will go roaming for new terrains - - - camping trips and whatever wants to be coming next.
