2024 in review

in 2024 i fell to my darkest times and ended up in the hospitals psych ward multiple times and even ending up deep in debt and commiting suicide in the waiting room at the hospital and getting transferred to the psychiatric hospital but i had also taken up photography and got myself a dslr camera the nikon d5000 dslr camera an entry level beginners camera that has swappable lenses and i ended up moving to an apartment in march of this year and moving to another apartment in august on august 30th and i became deeper in debt and i got 4 new guitars steel string 6 string acoustic and steel string 12 string acoustic and nylon string 6 string classical guitar and a new printer i went to university but dropped out and i got the ps5 and ps portal and i discovered that i was adopted and it hit me hard and it changed me in so many ways i never thought i would have and my reality was broken and shaken and i began to search near and far for my biological family and my birth parents and i had discovered the reason i became disabled was because my birth mother wouldn't stop consuming alcohol when she was pregnant with me at 18 years old years ago and gave me up to the government to be placed in a foster home and i had a near death experience when i was a baby and i was on life support fighting for my life in an incubator at the time where because of constant alcohol consumption that i should have died that day but it was a miracle i even survived at all and i'm even managing to make it to 30 to years in June on June 24