I’ve decided this is going to be my last year for all social media…
I will keep Snapchat since it’s more of a texting/phone application….
But I’m going to finally get rid of everything after this. I’ll be marking my calendar for a year from now. To see how much progress I can make in that amount of time.
I’m technically ready to give it up all right now… But I feel setting a year long goal will help me from doing anything drastic as I’m kind of fighting my suicidal tendencies again… So it’s basically the impromptu solution I came up for it…
Technically I’ve been part of the EP/SW community for 10 years now.. 9 if you count the year long hiatus I took from SW.. but idk what’s the proper determination for something like that so I’ll just stick with 10…
So if I’m here for 1 more year that will have been 11 years.. and I truly think it’s a good way to put this to rest..
Make it a goal, something you can feel accomplished about.. So tomorrow I’ll start that progress.. And make a list to share on everything that takes place in that year long pursuit..
I hate being suicidal but my depression is eating away at me.. idk why I want to do it this way exactly.. but it feels fitting..
It makes it seem more proper I guess.. like a burial? And a funeral??
I just want to reread through all the memories this time I think.. of what was made.. rather than to simply keep posting new content.. so that will be my goal for this year.. the proper send off.. to revisit, and close certain doors.. tie everything up neatly before the end..
All these bridges are already burned..
I just need to finish the job, and build new paths and routes to the places I want to be…
So this makes sense, I guess…
So if you’ve ever wanted to tell me to duck off to my face or whatever, to reach the climactic episode of our interactions together… Now is the time, you’ll have a full year to plan that epic confrontation if you wish.. 😷✌️
But I’m going to finally get rid of everything after this. I’ll be marking my calendar for a year from now. To see how much progress I can make in that amount of time.
I’m technically ready to give it up all right now… But I feel setting a year long goal will help me from doing anything drastic as I’m kind of fighting my suicidal tendencies again… So it’s basically the impromptu solution I came up for it…
Technically I’ve been part of the EP/SW community for 10 years now.. 9 if you count the year long hiatus I took from SW.. but idk what’s the proper determination for something like that so I’ll just stick with 10…
So if I’m here for 1 more year that will have been 11 years.. and I truly think it’s a good way to put this to rest..
Make it a goal, something you can feel accomplished about.. So tomorrow I’ll start that progress.. And make a list to share on everything that takes place in that year long pursuit..
I hate being suicidal but my depression is eating away at me.. idk why I want to do it this way exactly.. but it feels fitting..
It makes it seem more proper I guess.. like a burial? And a funeral??
I just want to reread through all the memories this time I think.. of what was made.. rather than to simply keep posting new content.. so that will be my goal for this year.. the proper send off.. to revisit, and close certain doors.. tie everything up neatly before the end..
All these bridges are already burned..
I just need to finish the job, and build new paths and routes to the places I want to be…
So this makes sense, I guess…
So if you’ve ever wanted to tell me to duck off to my face or whatever, to reach the climactic episode of our interactions together… Now is the time, you’ll have a full year to plan that epic confrontation if you wish.. 😷✌️
