I'm not mad at her having a heart Attack. I'm angry that I couldn't help her out more. I'm mad that I couldn't help my family make her less stress out and prevent it.
@ReaperofTime: It's cool. It's just she's the only one working, and I hate that because of that and raising three kids (My step dad is a child he wanted footie pj's that looked like max from where the wild things are for Christmas), that she is even this stressed out to begin with makes me sad that I can't do more.