Sometimes I hate living in the city
I love the people here mostly, I get to meet people I relate to who sort of look like me.
The flip side is I just see people drunk, arguments, drug addicts on the streets, too many people, fights, a big capitalist dystopia that makes me dissapointed in what humans have made.
I don't like what humans have created, it all seems so shallow and soulless sometimes. I look around and I'm like "Why would anybody want to live here?". It gives me this sense of nihilism, or at least I pick it up from others as I walk through it on a busy day. Everywhere I walk I smell strong cologne and perfume juxtaposed with the smell of greasy food and alcohol, it just does something to me. It's not good for my soul.
I need a break from this place, it's a shame I can't take the people I like with me but it's just too much of the wrong things in these places. If our cities are like monuments and representations of what we're about then I'm very dissapointed and I see how people can lose hope living in places like these.
The flip side is I just see people drunk, arguments, drug addicts on the streets, too many people, fights, a big capitalist dystopia that makes me dissapointed in what humans have made.
I don't like what humans have created, it all seems so shallow and soulless sometimes. I look around and I'm like "Why would anybody want to live here?". It gives me this sense of nihilism, or at least I pick it up from others as I walk through it on a busy day. Everywhere I walk I smell strong cologne and perfume juxtaposed with the smell of greasy food and alcohol, it just does something to me. It's not good for my soul.
I need a break from this place, it's a shame I can't take the people I like with me but it's just too much of the wrong things in these places. If our cities are like monuments and representations of what we're about then I'm very dissapointed and I see how people can lose hope living in places like these.
