I used to be trained in musical theatre

I used to go to an school for it , it was so expensive but I funded it all out of my own money. Unfortunately I gave up because my dad always put me down and never supported me , I used to be in competitions a lot too , i used to Travel , and I got something recorded when I was about 15 and then at 17 , I don’t know what they did with them as I left at 18 , I went to two different places , I miss singing , I miss it every single day but I haven’t done it for about an year. My dad said I was tone deaf. It’s not what I heard from my teachers or professional people but hearing it from my dad put me off from singing. My teachers was honest , they never sugar coated it but they was really supportive. My dad was just straight out mean and never supported me in anything I did. But one day when I move out and live alone I promise myself I will take up singing again even if it’s just for an hobby and not for an career and that way my dad can’t put me down as he won’t be living with me. My boyfriend sings too but he’s never done it professionally , but he’s begging to hear me sing and maybe he might be able to help me get back into it as he supports me In everything I do. My dad never wanted me to succeed in anything and it’s not just singing he had ago at me for doing , he said every single one of my ideas are stupid ideas so I can’t wait to move far away from him.