Karma and the abuse of children
Hello everyone!
As someone who started delving into spirituality for the past couple of years, I'm struggling with the concept of karma. I suffered a lot of abuse as a child from people in my house and outside. I'm talking about severe verbal and physical abuse. Today, I struggle with CPTSD and dissociation. So, because of my past, I'm someone with no self-esteem whatsoever, and I basically hate myself. And the concept of karma makes me hate myself even more. I see all the bad that comes to be as "I deserved and deserve all that, " which led me to an incredible self-destructive journey. So, I wanted to hear the opinion of people who better understand karma and maybe give me some tips on how to deal with that.
I appreciate anyone's and everyone's words.
As someone who started delving into spirituality for the past couple of years, I'm struggling with the concept of karma. I suffered a lot of abuse as a child from people in my house and outside. I'm talking about severe verbal and physical abuse. Today, I struggle with CPTSD and dissociation. So, because of my past, I'm someone with no self-esteem whatsoever, and I basically hate myself. And the concept of karma makes me hate myself even more. I see all the bad that comes to be as "I deserved and deserve all that, " which led me to an incredible self-destructive journey. So, I wanted to hear the opinion of people who better understand karma and maybe give me some tips on how to deal with that.
I appreciate anyone's and everyone's words.
