I Hate Being In The Hospital

its part hate part fear. I hate the smell of smell of disinfectant. and fear of needles has ruled my life. I remember running away from the ER when they said they have to give me a shot after I fell down from my bike. I still shout and cry and raise hell when they approach me with an injection.

now this stupid stomach pain. I haven't had such bad one before. un-bloody-bearable. and to cap it, they have a new token system, at the clinic I dint know about. and I
reaching first dint take one. so now I mine would be the last turn.

no sleep, tearful night, stomach pain, hospital with a distinct possibility of getting an injection. somebody kill me now...