I have body dysmorphia

Ive had it since 2013, it started out small when i was 12 i got really bad acne and hated getting my picture taken and dreaded photi day. Whenever i saw a picture of myself i thought i looked ugly and didnt like the way i looked. Then i started not liking the sound of my voice i thought it sounded weird. Then someone told me my teeth looked to big so i started being self conscious about that. It gave me a fear that people would judge me by my appearance, i started thinking i was too skinny so i started wearing more sweaters and sweatpants even in the summer just to hide my body from people. My body dysmorphia gave me social anxiety since i was so scared of people judging me that i was afraid. It is true when they say your own worst enemy is yourself. My body dysmorphia got so bad that i started cutting. I dont think i can ever look or feel xonfident because deep down i still feel insecure about my body and the way i look. I dont know how long it woukd take but i yearn to have the feeling of looking in the mirror and being happy with my reflection.