@RebornPhoenix: Yeah, it's nice to have someone that listens to you and isn't judgmental. As far as meds go, it took a while to get used to them but once I did they work.
@3venus: Same here. The pyschiatrist played around with my meds and tried all these meds that just werent working and then one day she perscribes something different and it worked and it works and I am going to keep at it.