What are the chances I'll die from getting hit by a car?

@Bean17: pedestrian

It would probably depend on how much you walk around, how much traffic there is, are you safe, etc.. But I'd say your statistical chances are still pretty low.@ErinFrisk:

@Bean17: welp that defeats my purpose

Unless it were purposeful and I wouldn't suggest trying to find out because you could end up even worse off than before if you don't die.😱@ErinFrisk:

My goal is to see how long I can go before I decide to let myslef get hit

Well that's an excellent goal.👍 I hope it's forever! I'm sorry to hear you're having those thoughts though. Call a hotline if it gets too bad (or even before). Keep hanging in there!!🤗@ErinFrisk:

Your more of a mom than my own.

Yeah moms can have a whole lot of issues themselves. I'm sorry you feel like she's not there for you, though. Have you ever called a hotline and talked to them about what you're going through? Do you have the number for one just in case you decide you want to?@ErinFrisk:

Nope

"If you're in a crisis now, do not hesitate to call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
To chat online with a counsellor, click here: http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/GetHelp/LifelineChat.aspx
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline website: http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
See more at: http://www.healthyplace.com/suicide/suicide-hotline-what-happens-when-you-call/#sthash.PEamuH8B.dpuf
@ErinFrisk:

No thanks

Yes, but at least you have the number in case you change your mind.🤗@ErinFrisk: