I finally had a seizure like they wanted me to.

just focus on something different and you will be able to trow away those dark thoughts , after all , we feel fear sometimes and panic quite because of a flaw of humans , if we manage to get a cure who physically make die what induce us to feel fear , we will never undergo pain in the as* like dark thoughts or panic attacks :D

I have seizures (diagnosed with epilepsy 3 years ago), anxiety, and depression. Also got a few other things because of depression. Apparently having seizures actually changes the brain chemistry, that's why anxiety and depression are common in people with seizures. A doctor told me, not the internet, meaning it is actually accurate.

@Rene1027: hmm ,i don't look on internet too for such a serious things , basing on what happened to you , what could be the cause of all that depression ? because depression just can't come up casually , is related with a traumatic experience of from an injection caused by a malicious spiritual entity , or some high technological stuff made to stimulate whatever in our brain make us react with fear and all the related problems 🤔

@tizzius: A DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT THEY ARE MORE COMMON IN PEOPLE WITH SEIZURES, NOT THE INTERNET.

@Rene1027: yup i got it :D , i only wanted to point that depression , despite everything , don't come up without something that stimulate us to feel depressed , i am not arguing about what the doctor said , but i was depressed too , so i learned what i said about depression