I was so violently ill yesterday that it was traumatizing.

I think it was salmonella poisoning, which is horrible in it's own right, but I also have a stomach condition, which makes vomiting an extremely painful ordeal for me.

It made me realize something, something stark. No, I'm not dying from THIS sickness, not yet.. but when that day does come, when my health does start to fail me in the worst of ways.. I'll be on my way to the exit door to end it myself. I can't cope with pain like that. 😥