I'm loner and never had a girlfriend, I usually hang out with cousins or brothers friends.

But, I only have two close friends, and one of those best friends move on, ok I never had group friends of my own, like I was working at a restaurant like a year ago and I was trying to make friends with my coworkers especially female coworkers but I got neglected. Like I just wanted new friends that were not family or connected through my family. I just wanted new friends I can do fun shit with. Like I was pretty much a loner all my entire life and after realizing I was lonely I wanted to make friend especially a girl friend, but i got rejected.