My therapist thought I was improving....

But he didn't know I was drunk at each session. If he's such a good therapist then how can he not see through my bullshit? I think if I try this on a psychiatrist instead I'll finally be able to get my hands on some Zoloft. They'll understand how bad it is. My dad says therapists can't prescribe medication. So I guess I gotta try a psychiatrist. I'm really bad, meditation doesn't help, healthy diet doesn't help. I get plenty of sleep and exercise...still doesn't help. It's like I have an excessive amount of energy.