When can I end it?

I've had depression since I was 16. Im 28 now. I was diagnosed at 21 with schizoid personality disorder and was on meds for a while. Thing is...Im tired. The only thing that keeps me alive is taking care of my mother and provide for her. If she wasnt here I'd have ended it long ago. I've been thinking about it and Im getting more and more tired and fed up and I just feel quite empty.

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AngelKrish · 26-30, M

You are doing very good job as you are taking care of your mother!
Some people have many children's but when they get old no one stays to help them in their old times!
😇You need honest friendship! With whom you can discuss issues and ask for advice!
Finding honest guy is difficult as most people are here fake!
But good guy just found you now! If you like we can have good friendship!