So today I ate one meal a day. I tried not to feel guilty about eating but it was so hard that i ended up getting sick. This is going to be hard to

Neither I’ve been struggling with an ED since I was 14. I’m 23 @Mamapolo2016

@Nutshell29 Got it. You are trying to eat healthier. Do you have help to steer you through this?

Only one person. That’s the lord but as for anyone else no. I think I’m hiding it well that no one knows or can tell@Mamapolo2016

@Nutshell29 The Lord is the best to have in your corner, and I'm glad for that and will keep you in my prayers.

But God didn't make humans capable of medicine and the healing arts so we could ignore them.

Your concern is privacy, and I understand that. Most often our illness - alcoholism, anorexia, bulimia, whatever - insists on secrecy to prevent us getting better.

I will only do my best but I’m glad I caught it before it got worse @Mamapolo2016

@Nutshell29 May I ask why medical help is not in play?

I’m just hoping I can see a therapist the right one. All the therapist I went stated “there is nothing to fix “@Mamapolo2016

@Nutshell29 Are you in the US? or UK? or Australia or Canada? (Those are the websites that speak my language😊).

Usa :) @Mamapolo2016

@Nutshell29

"Find an eating disorder therapist"

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists/eating-disorder

"Online eating disorder support groups"

https://www.eatingdisorderhope.com/recovery/support-groups/online

Thank you for the help. :) @Mamapolo2016

@Nutshell29 You are welcome. God bless you.