Tuesday marked five years since i had a drink. I want a drink tonight more than i have in the last five years.

You've worked too hard and you're worth too much to throw away five years of sobriety for a drink. Do you have anyone you can call or talk to that can help you? If you need a listening ear, feel free to pm me. I can't promise to have answers or make everything better, but I can promise to listen. You can do this!