Tuesday marked five years since i had a drink. I want a drink tonight more than i have in the last five years.

@Peaceful Yes. It's been a month now since I've been with the woman I love.

@TheFragile why does that make you want to drink again?

@Peaceful I don't know. This last month has been very hard.

@TheFragile what has been hard about it?

@Peaceful Shes 2000 miles away and I don't think I'll ever see her again. It's very complicated.

@TheFragile that does sound complex. All I know is that you've come this far on a very difficult journey. And no matter what, no one should have power over you losing yourself again.