I am alone and happy 🖤
I try with people.
From brief, zero attention span required, interaction to suit their boundaries. To long thoughtful messages hoping to get deeper. And I get the absolute bare minimum in return.
People won't look you in the eyes, they won't speak so you can hear them, it's getting harder and harder to communicate at all. My own words feel worthless as soon as I speak them to another person.
Nobody cares anymore and if they do their walls are so high they can't even say anything to your face.
People flock to liars. The grandiose bullshit that they rub on so they can stink like it to feel safe.
No wonder so many are glued to AI. Nothing could be more fake but it somehow feels more real than humans.
It is pure bliss to be somewhere I can't feel any human energy. I loved people. Initially part of me wants to be sweet and kind so I don't deny that. I am kind. But I have become detached.
Why chase? Why hold someone dear when they turn you on and off like a screen?
I do good things I don't brag about. I just do it because I care. Because that's life now.
If I don't act out the love in my heart I'll turn into one of the hateful ones. I don't need praise or support anymore. I don't need attention or validation. I just do kind and creative things as an act of defiance. Not that it'll stop me from going down with the ship, it's just who I want to be.
From brief, zero attention span required, interaction to suit their boundaries. To long thoughtful messages hoping to get deeper. And I get the absolute bare minimum in return.
People won't look you in the eyes, they won't speak so you can hear them, it's getting harder and harder to communicate at all. My own words feel worthless as soon as I speak them to another person.
Nobody cares anymore and if they do their walls are so high they can't even say anything to your face.
People flock to liars. The grandiose bullshit that they rub on so they can stink like it to feel safe.
No wonder so many are glued to AI. Nothing could be more fake but it somehow feels more real than humans.
It is pure bliss to be somewhere I can't feel any human energy. I loved people. Initially part of me wants to be sweet and kind so I don't deny that. I am kind. But I have become detached.
Why chase? Why hold someone dear when they turn you on and off like a screen?
I do good things I don't brag about. I just do it because I care. Because that's life now.
If I don't act out the love in my heart I'll turn into one of the hateful ones. I don't need praise or support anymore. I don't need attention or validation. I just do kind and creative things as an act of defiance. Not that it'll stop me from going down with the ship, it's just who I want to be.
