Life update
I have been away. Sorry guys life has been….. complicated lately. Phone has been off and my WiFi is now back on so here I am.
My insurance keeps giving me the runaround. I have it but don’t have it and no one was being helpful for actual weeks. So I submitted for renewal AGAIN after being told it may just be easier. I have to check in in a few days to see for an update since they can’t call me.
Once that is done I need surgery on my cervix to remove the final chunk of cancerous tissue. And they’re adding a sling to fix my bladder as it distended some after my last child. It causes minor pain Soemtimes so thankful that’ll be handled. It’s been on hold for a bit.
Onto my back. So as some of you know I have a permanent issue with my back and degenerative disc disease. I have permanent chronic pain. I’m on pain meds and I learned anything can cause a flare up. And when I have one I struggle to move. Walk and stand on my own. So I have a walker and back brace for when it happens. I’m working on applying for disability but it can be unlikely for approval. I’ve been searching for part time work but no luck, as I live fairly rural ish. But been trying. Not been picky or anything I just cannot lift anything heavy and since I’m not “disabled” they don’t have to accomodate me. I got denied a job twice when they asked about lifting heavy things or too much bending. My anti depressants got increased awhile back. I’m doing better. I’m still having a significant amount of financial strain and trying my best with I income and I do not qualify for financial help. My food benefits are solid thank god. Or else I’d starve. I don’t really talk to anyone so I’ve been super lonely.
Well that’s it for today :/
My insurance keeps giving me the runaround. I have it but don’t have it and no one was being helpful for actual weeks. So I submitted for renewal AGAIN after being told it may just be easier. I have to check in in a few days to see for an update since they can’t call me.
Once that is done I need surgery on my cervix to remove the final chunk of cancerous tissue. And they’re adding a sling to fix my bladder as it distended some after my last child. It causes minor pain Soemtimes so thankful that’ll be handled. It’s been on hold for a bit.
Onto my back. So as some of you know I have a permanent issue with my back and degenerative disc disease. I have permanent chronic pain. I’m on pain meds and I learned anything can cause a flare up. And when I have one I struggle to move. Walk and stand on my own. So I have a walker and back brace for when it happens. I’m working on applying for disability but it can be unlikely for approval. I’ve been searching for part time work but no luck, as I live fairly rural ish. But been trying. Not been picky or anything I just cannot lift anything heavy and since I’m not “disabled” they don’t have to accomodate me. I got denied a job twice when they asked about lifting heavy things or too much bending. My anti depressants got increased awhile back. I’m doing better. I’m still having a significant amount of financial strain and trying my best with I income and I do not qualify for financial help. My food benefits are solid thank god. Or else I’d starve. I don’t really talk to anyone so I’ve been super lonely.
Well that’s it for today :/
31-35, F
