I am going to go have a light breakfast, try to relax and trust my specialists to do the right thing without me being controlling

Give them an easy time.
Only two more appointments and I am done with this hopefully..just two more. One will be over today.
They already did well and there is significant progress. I shouldn't try to take over my own case.
About 15 days from now, I can move on with my life and never look back to this nonsense.
The most difficult part is the fact that it's related to my childhood. Any other context and I wouldn't give duk.
Yesterday was the 21st. For several reasons i already talked about, it is depressing date for me.