I'm wondering how old are you. Because your problems might be understood easily in that way.

I like that. I can see that you're carrying a quiet sort of strength. I think that living with the unseen can be such a lonely kind of courage and it takes real grace to keep moving forward while holding that uncertainty.

The way you describe it feels deeply human like you're trying to meet the world where it is while your own rhythms sometimes move to a different, harder tempo, but the fact that you’re still reaching out and reflecting like this says a lot about your resilience and depth, so that's awesome.

Why should be normal? Being “different” only means you're carrying depths and a subtle beauty most people never learn to see

(sorry, I'm a counsellor lol)

Well put

I empathize with ALL of that.

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What people can't see is buried deep in your soul and when the soul hurts, others have a hard time realizing and responding.

You can do it. Just think that you are stronger than whatever is thrown at you.

"I think I can, I think I can" is the iconic, persistent mantra from the classic children's story "The Little Engine that Could".

You can do it Arantxa.

Things may and will change but if you stay on top of it, you can do it. Trust yourself like I do trust you can do it. Good luck.

Reaching out to people is costly. But that is what life is about.

We have all moments about overthinking about things deep in us and that we feared it make us different and people will look strange without knowing anything.....
If you want to talk, just send a message

Each person has their own journey. Each such journey is unique and special.

Change is part of life.

I can appreciate and cheer you up as you find your way through it.