I hate the sound of my voice. Almost everyone hates their own voice but…

I know almost everyone hates the sound of their own voice but for me it’s more than that. I’ve been told I sound masculine and I know my voice is pretty monotone too. it’s hard for me to sound enthusiastic or animated. Also i wouldn’t say I have a stuttering problem but I certainly don’t speak as smoothly as most other people. I get really anxious speaking to anyone and I end up tripping on my words even though I try not to, even when I’m not saying much at all - just casual conversation.

This week I was supposed to take part in a presentation and I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. Can anyone else relate? Is there something wrong with me? I never used to be like this