I slept because I had a headache. I woke up with every muscle in my body hurting.

Perhaps I am getting too old for my life style. The other day I had really bad cramps which I brushed off as gluten related.

Or maybe it is stress. I don't know.

At least yesterday I didn't fall apart due to work related decadence. Two days ago my mind got so bad that after my melt down and anger outburst, I couldn't keep it together on the way home either. I notice all the messed up things outside and can't stop myself from feeling anger and resentment towards people.

I am obviously not a social being.