SLEEEEEP!!! Longer title.

Okay I'm all off kilter. I called it a night at 3am which is my routine. The problem is I haven't slept a wink since and it's about 9:15am and I'm wide awake. My ginger cat is walking all over me like this isn't normal. I know I'm going to crash in the middle of the day and screw up my normal sleep cycle even more. Folks I've been doing this for 2 years before Vickie passed. Four years total. This is OUR routine. I have an annual Medicare health evaluation at my doctor's Wednesday which I've managed to put off for two years. They are going to start dropping patients who don't do it because of Medicare requirements.
I need to get it together before then so I can be rested when I go in.
HELP I'M IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE.

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Gibbon · 70-79, M

I went through that for months after Vickie passed. However I'm still on the routine we had together after I retired. It very well could be the appointment itself troubling my subconscious. It's just a question and answer visit but it's all about what I can and can't do for myself and do I take my meds, stairs, laundry, groceries, etc. the thing is many of these things don't apply. I don't go to stores I order delivery. I live mostly off Amazon because of my diet. Many of the questions I know are coming can't be yes or no answers and that drives me nuts.