The cold hearted bastards that put their job before everything are my least favorite people.

I have no career because my son's father doesn't want to parent. I can't work full time because I have to work around his schedule and his inability to pay attention to our son, to cook a meal, or fkn stay awake past 7pm.

He never misses work or appointments, but every time something comes up, I'm the one who misses work even though I don't have any sick time. Yesterday I missed a first appointment with a new rheumatologist that I waited A YEAR FOR because he couldn't spare two hours with our son who is home sick.

I make every plan, appointment and my work schedule around his. So when something goes amiss, my whole system crumbles because I don't have any help.

I'll never regret having our son because he's an amazing human. I just wish I hadn't been so naive thinking his dad would be a great dad. I tried to make the smartest, safest choices but I was duped. He made me believe he cared. He made me believe he was more than a robot.

I can't wait for the day my life doesn't revolve around being some 2025 version of a housewife that's divorced, working and running a home, raising the child alone and still expected to smile pretty 😐