I want to vent before login out

I miss my dad dearly.

I always hear as people grow older they get colder and meaner, i kind of find it the opposite for myself. I am sad i lost my father, i wish i could treat him better but sadly I don't have that chance anymore.

i treat my mom different from how i used to treat her when i was younger..
I see myself loving people more and my heart actually becomes softer as i grow older.
I cry more 😅
I feel more.
I probably am growing into a childs body lol
Bye.

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rfatoday · 70-79, M

Losing a parent you looked up to is always hard. Don’t beat yourself up over how you may have treated him in the past. Instead, acknowledge where you may have wished you did things better, then treat those near you today in a new way. After all, as a Dad he’d be happy to know you made changes. Things will get better. Sharing and passing on the good things you learned from him will help honor him and keep his memory alive.

SW-User

@rfatoday thanks