I want to vent before login out

I miss my dad dearly.

I always hear as people grow older they get colder and meaner, i kind of find it the opposite for myself. I am sad i lost my father, i wish i could treat him better but sadly I don't have that chance anymore.

i treat my mom different from how i used to treat her when i was younger..
I see myself loving people more and my heart actually becomes softer as i grow older.
I cry more 😅
I feel more.
I probably am growing into a childs body lol
Bye.