How much has your Essence/Spirit changed in the past 10 years?
Like your core qualities and way of being. If it’s changed at all.
31-35, M
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OogieBoogie · F
Axelerator · 31-35, M
@OogieBoogie That’s an achievement in a way too, to retain your core character over a long time without change. So keep up the guarding and nurturing of it:)
OogieBoogie · F
@Axelerator oh i have changed, definitely.
Ive been thru hell and high water and back.
And i tried changing my core self as i realized it was a vulnerable type.
And then i realized i didn't want to change who iam deep inside - I actually like and am rather proud of that little girl deep in there : she's optimistic, sees the possibilities, thinks the best of people. Honest, helpful. - all good things .
However i have to learnt to temper all those things - i dont fling them around willy nilly all the time . Im more reserved. I rethink my possitivism amd double check if its worth giving.
So my biggest change, besides breaking amd rebuilding - has been constructing a buffer so to speak .
( Still working on it actually).
Good energy is a treasure.
But it can aslo be abused ....taken or stolen .
Im honing my skills at being more careful with it.
Because i tried being a cynical, self only type person....and i didn't like it. It felt ...yucky.
I dont know why others like it.
But its the way many people are🤷♀️
I think many survive by changing who they are - and it becomes who they will be.
...and those that dont - need to be careful, and learn to protect who they are.
Its a rough world out there.
Ive been thru hell and high water and back.
And i tried changing my core self as i realized it was a vulnerable type.
And then i realized i didn't want to change who iam deep inside - I actually like and am rather proud of that little girl deep in there : she's optimistic, sees the possibilities, thinks the best of people. Honest, helpful. - all good things .
However i have to learnt to temper all those things - i dont fling them around willy nilly all the time . Im more reserved. I rethink my possitivism amd double check if its worth giving.
So my biggest change, besides breaking amd rebuilding - has been constructing a buffer so to speak .
( Still working on it actually).
Good energy is a treasure.
But it can aslo be abused ....taken or stolen .
Im honing my skills at being more careful with it.
Because i tried being a cynical, self only type person....and i didn't like it. It felt ...yucky.
I dont know why others like it.
But its the way many people are🤷♀️
I think many survive by changing who they are - and it becomes who they will be.
...and those that dont - need to be careful, and learn to protect who they are.
Its a rough world out there.