I havent been treating myself right.

I have a feeling i might be dying too. My chest is in a lot of pain. Its been this way for over 2 months. I had a lump on my chest. I get a mommogram on December 1st. Now my other sides hurts. Eating and drinking hurts. I have barely eaten. Im so weak im barely getting out of bed. Im so depressed i dont know if i care if i die.