Coincidences and Unknowns
The past couple of months have been incredibly bizarre. I feel like I must be putting some sort of sonar out into the universe or something. In the last month or two, I’ve had 4 different people come back into my life out of the blue. It’s been nice catching up with a couple of them. My ex has been complicated with the hellos and goodbyes. We’re currently still on a goodbye, or pause, or whatever we’re calling it. Then my ex best friend has reached out this week as well. I’m not ready talking to her though. I mean, I replied back neutrally and if she wants to apologise maybe I’ll entertain it. I’m really not too inclined to trust her again though. We’ll see.
There have been a lot of weird coincidences! I’ve mentioned some of them in past posts. With all these coincidences, I’m beginning to feel a little nervous after today. I went to the dermatologist today for a breakout on my face. I’ve never had breakouts and this one spot has just lingered for months! It’s nearly gone now and I was informed today it’s just caused by an allergy. She wanted to do a full body exam since I’d never had one, and apparently I’m close to that age 😜😂 So, exam was done….and then I had a biopsy done as well. As soon as the dermatologist paused on that “freckle” I knew….I told her I’ve noticed it’s been getting blacker and blacker for quite some time. Years. I’ve noticed it for years. I never thought much of it, even though I knew better. We’re all taught what to look for…size, abnormal shape, color….Well anyway, I’ll know in 1 to 2 weeks whether it’s skin cancer or not.
Honestly, I’m not too worried about it. Skin cancer is so common and so easily treated….I just find it odd that all these people, some of my biggest support systems over the years, have come into my life JUST before this. Kind of makes me worry there’s going to be something bigger revealed. But hey, no point in worrying about anything when there’s no need to worry. We’ll see how it all plays out soon enough!
There have been a lot of weird coincidences! I’ve mentioned some of them in past posts. With all these coincidences, I’m beginning to feel a little nervous after today. I went to the dermatologist today for a breakout on my face. I’ve never had breakouts and this one spot has just lingered for months! It’s nearly gone now and I was informed today it’s just caused by an allergy. She wanted to do a full body exam since I’d never had one, and apparently I’m close to that age 😜😂 So, exam was done….and then I had a biopsy done as well. As soon as the dermatologist paused on that “freckle” I knew….I told her I’ve noticed it’s been getting blacker and blacker for quite some time. Years. I’ve noticed it for years. I never thought much of it, even though I knew better. We’re all taught what to look for…size, abnormal shape, color….Well anyway, I’ll know in 1 to 2 weeks whether it’s skin cancer or not.
Honestly, I’m not too worried about it. Skin cancer is so common and so easily treated….I just find it odd that all these people, some of my biggest support systems over the years, have come into my life JUST before this. Kind of makes me worry there’s going to be something bigger revealed. But hey, no point in worrying about anything when there’s no need to worry. We’ll see how it all plays out soon enough!
