I Am Sick Of Being Ill

God I have just about had enough of being ill . Backache I can put up with but the constant stomach ache is to much . I just wish I could die just for release of this bloody stomach ache . No one seems to know whats causing it and blame it on getting severe sepsis about 6 years ago and it seems there is nothing they can give me to ease the constant discomfort . I apparently was close to death in a coma about 6/7 years ago and if this has got to be my existence I would rather not have survived . Its crippling and makes the simplest of tasks impossible .