So I discovered that borderline can be treated with a cocktail of meds

An antipsychotic, an anti-depressant, clonidine, and naltrexone.
This is the THICK SKIN cocktail.

So..... Why tf did the very expensive doctor that I went to not prescribe me this? I'm suffering. I'm so done with incompetent and expensive health care personels.
I want to go to a doctor who will try this cocktail on me. I am desperate to get better. But I know it's like trying to find a needle in a haystack.