I have fever. 🤕 May I know how to be physically strong? Like how to be really resist and adapt on stress?

It's not hot but shivering. I don't have apetite to eat today after too much crying.
Gosh. Idk why I always cried if I had argument. It's like I really mad but I tried not to use fist. Maybe it's my coping mechanism not to use violence but still crying makes my eyes swollen and my body feeling weak.

So many things I want to say but I have no words to describe it. Perhaps I'm going to start drawing next time just for hobbies.

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Graylight · 51-55, F

Something is inside you begging for a way out. And sooner or later, it will find a way but if you let it dictate the course, it'll follow the lowest road it can seek, and it might take years of pain getting there. If you decide to take the reins and confront things head on, you might be able to quiet whatever it is inside you that distresses you so much.

In between violence and despair is authentic communication. I think you'll find being able to simply unload the raw data, your emotions, and sort through them with a friend or ally may help you feel better. I hope you do.

SW-User

@Graylight wow i loved the way you wrote that