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How is it that the moment I'm getting better and feeling like myself... I relasped. This is BULLSHIT!

I stopped in time before i made it worse. But not what the hell. Now.i feel I have to rip the whole sides apart to flatten the bubble.
Classified · M
You managed to stop yourself early? That is still an improvement over other relapses.
Please keep adding days again of not touching that. 🤗🤗
Montanaman · M
You have to change your mindset. If you get it as bad as before, i honestly don't think you'll survive it again. So you have to ask yourself, do you think you can survive that?
Keep it bandaged up so you don't see it when you're in a such a state. I know you feel it. Its there. You're might even feel it when its completely healed and but a scar. Then there's the scar that could trigger it all again. It's a vicious never-ending cycle. So, how bad do you want this hell to end? My answer was it wasn't worth giving up my life to it.. I hope you can grasp what I'm saying. From one who's been there.
Orrrrrr ya can go to sleep cuz its late
ScarletWitch · 31-35, F
@TryingtoLava I was at da beachhhhhh
ScarletWitch · 31-35, F
Lonelyandyb · 36-40, M
You relapsed. Yes. Will you recover? Damn right you will! Do you need to rip anything or flatten any bubbles? Fuck no! Will you relapse again ? Who knows. But I believe whatever happens, you got the strength and power to get through this and be who you want to be
Graylight · 51-55, F
Self-Sabotage. A complex, insidious and very common trait. If you haven't you may want to do some reading.
Scarfface · 46-50, M
It looks fine, it's neat enough to heal well. Leave it alone 🤗
Please just wait and see how it turns out. Ripping it out to start over can also be done after it stops changing and maybe the bubble will disappear on its own.
eyeno · M
With the power vested within us rebuke the enemy...!
Do it, Fight for your freedom my E. Fight !!

(As tears fall)

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SW-User
Keep doing well and get better. I know the pain is real but hang in there, it is fantastic to see improvement
Randie · 61-69, T
You stopped yourself, thats a step forward. Baby steps! Please keep moving forward!
Whyme · 46-50, M
I really feel for you it must be horrible in your head sometimes
Hey it looks like it’s healing up and getting better.
robb65 · 56-60, M
You managed to stop. There's hope, hang in there.
Echambers101 · 26-30, M
don't do that Em stay strong you got this
SW-User
Don't make it worse.
Bang5luts · M

 
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