Ok so today is day 9. But up close this is how it is healing.

I see a bubble. And it's driving me insane like I have to cut it in order to make it flat like the rest. I was told it needs to heal from the inside. But I know it will heal that way. And im so exhausted from the cycle. I want to. I need to. But I worked so hard I can't. I just hope, I have it in me to leave it alone. But I see the lump on the side. 😫