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HELP HELP HELP I want to murder myself

I am so anguished it would hurt less for me to stab or to shoot myself than continue to suffer. Maybe a meat grinder or industrial shredder would be better.
Graylight · 51-55, F
I don't doubt physical pain might feel better than your anguish at the moment.

But you don't want to murder yourself - you want to separate yourself from this pain in you. Time. Breathe. Keep repeating those to yourself. Time...and breathe. If you do it enough times, the weather [i]will [/i]start to clear. No storm stays. [i]No [/i]storm.
To those in search of hope or inspiration:

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Some resources:
https://similarworlds.com/help/1-Suicide-Crisis-Help-Lines

https://similarworlds.com/music/4241178-To-those-in-search-of-hope-or-inspiration-The

😔😔🤗💚

We are friends, with a willing ear to hear your troubles and your pain.
Though our connection be virtual, our presence and concern is nonetheless real.
Keep talking to us, lean on us. There are good people here.

Praying for you throughout these coming weeks.

🙏

[quote]Before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.
Isaiah 65:24 KJV
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[quote]For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” ( Jeremiah 29:11) As we leave a tumultuous 2021 and enter into an unknown 2022, it is helpful to remember that God has a plan for our lives and this verse is just such a reminder.
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- https://www.gcu.edu/blog/theology-ministry/theology-thursday-god-has-plan-jeremiah-2911-context#:~:text=%E2%80%9CFor%20I%20know%20the%20plans,is%20just%20such%20a%20reminder.


[quote]How oft in the conflict, when pressed by the foe,
I have fled to my Refuge and breathed out my woe.
How often when trials like sea billows roll
Have I hidden in Thee, O Thou Rock of my soul. ( Refers to running to God/Christ, through prayer, when times are tough)[/quote]

 
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