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Im so disappointed LMAO

Ok so- It has been like... 3 months since I didnt did something bad to myself, but I couldnt handle it today.
Like wah my skin was so soft I NEED to do it. and also saying stuff like It will not hurt! Its just this once! I convinced myself and did it, when I saw I was so desperate like i was doing so good! my day wasnt even bad, actually it was a nice day but i was stuck in those bad thoughts and god im like down atm because damn it looks so easy when other people do it and when its me its like the end of the world! I wish i could be strong enough to handle it a bit longer but i think if i wanna do it then lemme do it... i can try again later but the later doesnt seem to come!
boombox · F
Ive felt the same way recently. but i dont do it cuz im to chicken.. i think it may be a good thing that later doesnt come. when i think of doing something bad, i sort of think of something good or just hide somewhere where i know i cant do anything terrible. i like to think about the things that will happen if im happy all the time. then i just become positive and looking foward to the day. sometimes i also talk to someone when im feeling down. i usually talk to my gf bc its confortable for me. im not sure if you have a partner, but maybe a friend, sibling, etc. hope you feel better ❤️‍🩹
MachineBoy · M
@boombox I dont feel like sharing something like that to my friends cause idk its very personal but i always try to think positive... anyways. thank you ❤️
sarabi · F
Hopefully, tomorrow will be better
MachineBoy · M
@sarabi We are always hoping it will be. HAHA but will it be a better day? No one knows...

 
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